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[04 Dec 2006|01:21pm] |
i'm surprised i even remembered my password since i haven't used this in so long. this stress is weighing me down but it's all worth while in the end. he's amazing. i'm in love.
we'll take it just one day at a time.
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[06 Aug 2006|01:27am] |
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i remember going to my dads job just to meet little cheeseburger. i remember being four years old and seeing how he could fit in the palm of jill's hands. we dressed him up and locked him in the closet when he was a bad kitty but he was always my favorite. lately he's been acting weird, he's so friendly and loves to cuddle. today i found out why and i wish i could just make him be okay. his blood pressure is so low they couldnt find a vein...his eyes are sinking in and he doesnt have the energy to get up. it's just a matter of hours now...and i already want him back.
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[20 Jun 2006|10:34pm] |
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soo i've been home for 4 weeks today. 9/10ish more to go and being home doesnt bother me very much. this is the last summer im going to spend in new york for a while but it's weird coming back and all of my friends are either awol or completly changed. it's like starting from square one... to tell you the truth it doesnt scare me much it's just a little boring at times. i fear change but on the other hand i love it.
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[25 May 2006|12:01am] |
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home for the summer...i love my beautiful ocny kids. im getting steph a job at chilis. sva is giving me trouble over housing but lets not talk about that now...the worst scenario is that i go back to unh for a year with people i absoulty adore. i miss you already....see you soon. over and out....the carnal angels 4ever. mang mang
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[22 May 2006|11:26am] |
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the past few days have been amazing. we watch "reds" and sip on wine. we eat crackers with cheese and salomi. we're so ritzy. i'm going to miss this.
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[31 Mar 2006|01:07am] |
dear "you know who,"
you deserved everything you got. im washing my hands. i just want to leave this school so i can erase every trace there ever was. no hard feelings...you were just one big mistake.
<333 bobey
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[20 Mar 2006|08:05am] |
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crazy dreams tonight. good ones though. why is she dating him?
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[16 Mar 2006|07:18pm] |
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boohoo.i dont think i can describe the thought of not having to see you on campus anymore.
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[10 Mar 2006|04:59pm] |
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wow. best night ever.
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[09 Mar 2006|10:46am] |
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oh wouldnt you love to read the private journal i keep.
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[03 Mar 2006|11:39am] |
lets keep this one clear. genine did NOT start the drama last night. she is the one that got pushed and wow it took alot to not do anything. haha
sooooo a goodnight of sleep and convos with good friends. im really happy this morning....weird. Mare Mare's baby shower's tommorow. I wish he was just born already, i want to see the little mister.
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[02 Mar 2006|03:21pm] |
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can we not shuffle the same 20 songs?
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[01 Mar 2006|07:44pm] |
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giving blood then drinking= bad idea.
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[27 Feb 2006|12:36am] |
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this whole game is real fun. i wonder how it'll end.
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[24 Feb 2006|12:26am] |
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why am i denying the inevitable. feelings always rush back whenever i see them. they know me. they wont treat me like im nothing.
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[23 Feb 2006|04:00pm] |
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what hurts more is i would still die for you.
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[23 Feb 2006|08:10am] |
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edit: you're only hurting yourself.
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[22 Feb 2006|10:21am] |
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look outside of yourselves people. friend doesnt mean i wake up every morning at 2/3 to listen to your problems if you can't even stand mine. im not a psychiatrist and im not getting paid. everyone faces hard times and i particularly need my sleep bc of this entire freaking month. i'm not stupid. i used you too.
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[21 Feb 2006|04:11pm] |
and it hurts want everything and nothing at the same time.
lame i know but soooo true.
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[20 Feb 2006|11:45am] |
And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare
They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
Cause theres always repercussions when you're dating in school
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last
Either way he wanted her and this was bad
He wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right
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